Well, probably cut isn't the word, but I'm not in a good mood these days. Turning around the block there's a special day waiting for me, but a couple years ago, I don't feel excited or happy or anything about this day. Every year I just realize that I feel I have a heart that isn't complete, isn't full of love or hope, maybe a little, but nothing significant that make me feel like a "real person" in this world. I'm really, really trying my best, but the world isn't help neither. Every day is a rutine that don't help my mind and my heart. I don't  really feel ALIVE...
Some people are full of shit and make you feel like that. If that kind of people could dissapear... Probably they need to think HOW say the words without hurt other feelings. 


Anyway... Happy Birthday to me...